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Hey, I’m 20 years old, in my 2nd year of college and proud of it. I’m extremely dedicated to school and an overachiever. I want to be successful in life and make some wise decisions. However, I have a boyfriend who is going of the opposite way that I am. We have been dating for 6 months now, and the first 3 months were fine. I felt butterflies and it was just a fairy tale to me. He got to know me more than anyone does, even my darkest secrets, and he accepts me for it (well kind-of, because he brings it up a lot, but he has been trying not to). The only problem is, I’m not sure I feel the same way as I did before. He is constantly telling me how he feels and how beautiful I am, and that is all I’ve ever wanted in a man, someone who appreciates me. We even talk about marriage quite frequently, and how we wish we could just do it already. But deep down inside I’ve been having very strong doubtful fears about this relationship. We are very different sometimes, and we are constantly arguing. I feel like I am being selfish with him by holding on to him, but not really knowing how I truly feel.  Sometimes I feel like we should just be friends. Sometimes when I think of the two of us breaking up, I feel a sense of freedom. Sometimes I feel like I can’t really be my true self with him because I feel like he will judge me. And last but not least, sometimes I’m just not sexually attracted to his body, but I love his personality! He has influenced me to change in positive ways, but I also feel trapped by him at times. Am I just afraid of being lonely or am I just going through common temporary issues in a relationship? He is a wonderful man, anything a girl could ask for, but I don’t know if he is the one for me, and I am scared to never find a man as good as he is later on in life…Ughh.. Should I stay or leave???


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Friday, April 23, 2010
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